Why the title?

I have sat with some of the greatest women in my life and laughed until I hurt. I have seen many sights in different countries and praised their wonders. I have sat through college and paid for by blood, sweat, and tears. I have found God in places and people that others may not see. I have judged without knowing truth and have been judged without others knowing my truth.

I have changed my life, outlook, love, compassion, and opinions from one single situation. I have risked my own life to bring 2 wonderful boys into this world. I know what its like to be truly accepted for who I am in the rays of love.

All that being said.....

I am a work in progress. I am in a war that I have inflicted upon my self with no help from others. I enjoy taking my world in through food and wishing that "fat" was in. I must battle it out. Either I take weight off or it will one day consume my entire being. I am and I have decided to try and beat it before it beats me.

So through the help of a more educated person than I, the fight is on. I am dieting my ass off with no looking back.

When I find that I have more success in me, I will posts my stats of my starting point with no shame.

So at this point, I am on day 3 with no cheats. I have 80 pounds to shed to be a mean lean fighting Victoria Secret model. I am backed by a great support team but at this moment I have found the strength within. So lets fight the fight and then I will tell all of Victoria's secrets!